Addictions

(white noise, by Matthias Heiderich)

Do you have any addictions? Do you ever just crave something so bad you won't rest until you have it?

Embarrassingly, I do. You see somewhere throughout the years, I started turning on a fan or heater, depending on the weather, before I went to sleep. You're thinking "space heater on all night? Well, that sounds unsafe." Yes, I know, and a complete electricity whore.

I love white noise. I need the low hum. I crave it. Last winter, boy bought me a mini sound machine to take on my travels. See? It's that bad.

Well last night as we're laying in bed discussing bills; romantic, eh? I promptly decided to turn off the fan and fall fast asleep, not giving in to my vices. It was one of the worst nights of sleep I have ever had. I heard every noise in the room, boy's breathing, the sounds outside- oy. I'm persistent though, and I have to believe that I can conquer this (insert maniacal laugh)!

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I'll let you know how it goes.

P.S. What are your vices or addictions?